I don't have an inspiring journal entry tonight. I'm tired and grumpy and quite honestly want to go to bed the very second my son arrives home from youth group.
I feel like I'm trapped on the treadmill of life; living to pay the bills, with no other purpose but to resolve problems, or serve others (people, or animals). I come home from 'work' in order to cook dinner(s), pack lunches, and catch up on whatever else comes up that simply can't wait. Of course, there's always more work to do than available time to complete it. By the time I'm finally free to pursue what I want to do, to recharge, I'm too tired, grumpy, or unmotivated to do anything but sleep. Obviously, I make time for blogging, or the occasional TV show with my wife, but that's about it. I miss hobbies; I miss doing things that bring me enjoyment.
However, I know that God loves me, and He's in control no matter how I feel.
Good Night
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