Let's just say that today was a pretty great day. It wasn't extraordinary, but I've got to tell you, it was what I needed. Since we missed church last night, we attended the 9:00 AM WSFC service. Then, it was lunch with the family and a quick grocery trip to Roth's for some supplies for the upcoming week.
After grabbing the needed items and putting them away at home, we did a bit of cleaning and rearranged some furniture in the house. Then, we watched Night at the Museum this afternoon while our kids ate their dinner. After they finished, my wife and I had "date night" with the movie The Invention of Lying and a choice piece of steak, green bean casserole and some 9 grain bread. I tell you, dinner was the stuff of kings. We're so very blessed.
All I can say is "Thank you". Thank you God for loving me, for being present in my life and guiding my steps. Thank you for a wonderful family, for great friends and wonderful church family. Thank you for the freedom to live and work where I please, say what I feel and pursue what's in my heart. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Good Night
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
One-off Saturday
There's not a lot to say- almost nothing went as planned today. From the overcrowded and stressful birthday party for my daughter at Chuck E Cheese's, to missing our beloved Saturday evening church service, there were ample opportunities to lose our joy and peace. Although we went right to the edge at times, by the end of the night, everything was alright. The kids are in bed and my wife and I are not far behind them.
Do you lose your peace and joy when things don't always go your way? I know I do sometimes. But when you begin to walk with the Lord each day, His spirit of peace has a way of getting deep down to your core, so that although you're exposed to disappointment, hurt and stress in this life, it won't affect your roots.
John 15:5 (New International Version)
I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.
Good Night
Do you lose your peace and joy when things don't always go your way? I know I do sometimes. But when you begin to walk with the Lord each day, His spirit of peace has a way of getting deep down to your core, so that although you're exposed to disappointment, hurt and stress in this life, it won't affect your roots.
John 15:5 (New International Version)
I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.
Good Night
Friday, January 29, 2010
TGIF!
Today is my daughter's Birthday. I woke up at 6:00AM and was able to hit the snooze button a couple of times, because I was cleared to come in to work a couple of hours late. After having cupcakes for breakfast and a quick reveal of presents, it was off to school for the kids and work for my wife and me.
Work was busy- which is as expected for this time of year. Lunchtime rolled around and our manager bought Walery's pizza as a celebration for our successful preparation for the 2010 Legislative session. Just prior to lunch, my phone rang. It was a representative for a job I'd recently applied for at the Department of Energy. They wanted to grant me an interview on the third of next month. I was really happy to set up the meeting and thankful that I'd at least heard something- good or bad, about the status of my application. After pushing through another several hours of work, it was quitting time. Ah, Friday evenings! Is anything so grand? There's nothing quite like calling it a week, after working and serving. Staring at a full weekend from this end is a real pleasure.
Hot (and BBQ) wings and more than a couple of leftover cupcakes were on the menu for dinner. I'm certain it wasn't good for me, but it was good! After replaying the day in my mind, all I can say is "Thank you". Thanks be to God, whom allowed the overflow of blessings to overtake me today. Every little thing on it's own would be enough to make me smile, but all of it together makes for a great day. I'd like to take the time, like David often did, to say thanks to our wonderful God!
1 Chronicles 29:13 (New International Version)
Now, our God, we give you thanks, and praise your glorious name.
1 Chronicles 29:10-14 (New International Version)
David praised the LORD in the presence of the whole assembly, saying, Praise be to you, O LORD, God of our father Israel, from everlasting to everlasting.
Yours, O LORD, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours. Yours, O LORD, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all.
Wealth and honor come from you; you are the ruler of all things. In your hands are strength and power to exalt and give strength to all. Now, our God, we give you thanks, and praise your glorious name.
Good Night
Work was busy- which is as expected for this time of year. Lunchtime rolled around and our manager bought Walery's pizza as a celebration for our successful preparation for the 2010 Legislative session. Just prior to lunch, my phone rang. It was a representative for a job I'd recently applied for at the Department of Energy. They wanted to grant me an interview on the third of next month. I was really happy to set up the meeting and thankful that I'd at least heard something- good or bad, about the status of my application. After pushing through another several hours of work, it was quitting time. Ah, Friday evenings! Is anything so grand? There's nothing quite like calling it a week, after working and serving. Staring at a full weekend from this end is a real pleasure.
Hot (and BBQ) wings and more than a couple of leftover cupcakes were on the menu for dinner. I'm certain it wasn't good for me, but it was good! After replaying the day in my mind, all I can say is "Thank you". Thanks be to God, whom allowed the overflow of blessings to overtake me today. Every little thing on it's own would be enough to make me smile, but all of it together makes for a great day. I'd like to take the time, like David often did, to say thanks to our wonderful God!
1 Chronicles 29:13 (New International Version)
Now, our God, we give you thanks, and praise your glorious name.
1 Chronicles 29:10-14 (New International Version)
David praised the LORD in the presence of the whole assembly, saying, Praise be to you, O LORD, God of our father Israel, from everlasting to everlasting.
Yours, O LORD, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours. Yours, O LORD, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all.
Wealth and honor come from you; you are the ruler of all things. In your hands are strength and power to exalt and give strength to all. Now, our God, we give you thanks, and praise your glorious name.
Good Night
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Tired Thursday
I honestly don't feel like blogging tonight. In fact, I don't feel like doing anything. I'm burned out from work and the extra stuff that needs to be done after work. The kids aren't doing their chores anymore and they're constantly fighting and trashing the house. My wife and I are stressed out to the max, and our "weekends" consist of doubling up on the chores that were neglected all week, plus home related projects and running the kids from place to place. There's almost zero free time for rest and recreation. All of the days are running together and the enemy is trying to steal my joy... Very negative.
I need to retain what's left of my joy and persevere. It's difficult, but I have to do it. It's necessary, but I don't want to. We're supposed to be more than conquerors in Christ. So, although outwardly it looks and feels like I'm going to lose my mind, I'll keep going with the strength the Lord gives me. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
1 Chronicles 16:11
Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always.
Psalm 138:8
The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever— do not abandon the works of your hands.
Good Night
I need to retain what's left of my joy and persevere. It's difficult, but I have to do it. It's necessary, but I don't want to. We're supposed to be more than conquerors in Christ. So, although outwardly it looks and feels like I'm going to lose my mind, I'll keep going with the strength the Lord gives me. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
1 Chronicles 16:11
Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always.
Psalm 138:8
The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever— do not abandon the works of your hands.
Good Night
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Busy Wednesday
What a busy day! Work was stressful and extremely busy. Dinner was a blur and I just got home after working at the church for a couple of hours. Even though it was a lot to do, I'm thankful God got me through it. He is my strength!
Psalm 18:32
It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect.
Good Night
Psalm 18:32
It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect.
Good Night
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Tuesday Night: Men's Small Group
Tonight's small group was great. The overall headcount of men was smaller than normal, so we all sat in a circle and just started talking about the Word. It was great to see old faces and new ones, sharing stories of how we can see God at work in our own lives.
We spoke of the Rapture, what it might be like to reign with Jesus for the millennium and never die. We spoke about how the "spiritual" nature of the Bible might be manifest scientifically. An example could be that a law of Thermodynamics state that organized systems gradually decay to chaos. Nothing stays the same in this world without effort and maintenance; things only decay if you aren't putting in the work. Was this natural law that we live by every day an effect of sin? We then applied these thoughts and concepts to our relationships with our families, friends and most importantly God. Like anything else, don't our relationships require maintenance and care? Yes, they do.
Good Night
We spoke of the Rapture, what it might be like to reign with Jesus for the millennium and never die. We spoke about how the "spiritual" nature of the Bible might be manifest scientifically. An example could be that a law of Thermodynamics state that organized systems gradually decay to chaos. Nothing stays the same in this world without effort and maintenance; things only decay if you aren't putting in the work. Was this natural law that we live by every day an effect of sin? We then applied these thoughts and concepts to our relationships with our families, friends and most importantly God. Like anything else, don't our relationships require maintenance and care? Yes, they do.
Good Night
Monday, January 25, 2010
Busy day
I'll keep it short tonight, because it's after 10:00PM and I'm still wrapping up some work that cannot wait until tomorrow. There were layer upon layer of tasks assigned to me today and I felt at times like I wasn't even treading water very well. At least I know that no matter how crazy it gets, if I persevere, eventually the end will come. Legislative Session will soon start. The backlog of computers will be fixed and free time will eventually return if I just keep going.
Like Dori would say in Finding Nemo, "Just keep swimming..."
Acts 20:24
However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace.
2 Timothy 4:7
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
Good Night
Like Dori would say in Finding Nemo, "Just keep swimming..."
Acts 20:24
However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace.
2 Timothy 4:7
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
Good Night
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Staring down another week!
Tonight marks the end of another weekend. Although I was extremely worn down at the end of last week, there seemed to be little reprieve slated for the weekend. I've got a lot of things going on. Little things that have the potential for taking up some serious personal time, namely troubleshooting computers and household chores that are difficult to accomplish during the week. However, the reprieve I desperately needed came in part not through resting on the couch, but by laughing with Friends at dinner on Friday evening and serving at church on Saturday night and this morning.
I've been feeling so overwhelmed and burned out lately, but fellowship and serving really seemed to bring about a joy in my spirit. I'm very grateful and happy to experience this calm in the storm. Thank you Lord for my family and friends and everything good that you've brought about in my life!
Tomorrow marks another crazed workweek of deadlines, projects, unimagined troubles and stress. However, by putting on the armor of God and trusting that He's been protecting me and fighting on my behalf, I know things will be alright. I really believe that.
Ephesians 6:11-13 (New International Version)
Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Joshua 23:3
You yourselves have seen everything the LORD your God has done to all these nations for your sake; it was the LORD your God who fought for you.
Psalm 18:2
The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
Good Night
I've been feeling so overwhelmed and burned out lately, but fellowship and serving really seemed to bring about a joy in my spirit. I'm very grateful and happy to experience this calm in the storm. Thank you Lord for my family and friends and everything good that you've brought about in my life!
Tomorrow marks another crazed workweek of deadlines, projects, unimagined troubles and stress. However, by putting on the armor of God and trusting that He's been protecting me and fighting on my behalf, I know things will be alright. I really believe that.
Ephesians 6:11-13 (New International Version)
Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Joshua 23:3
You yourselves have seen everything the LORD your God has done to all these nations for your sake; it was the LORD your God who fought for you.
Psalm 18:2
The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
Good Night
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Saturday Night
It was a busy day; one that didn't afford much rest. There were chores (of which I still haven't finished) and laptops to fix. I spun my wheels all day and didn't make much progress before running off to WSFC to run slides. I feel that the service went well, although I totally messed up a song's chorus on screen after being distracted, if just for a moment, while posting a tag number for a child whom needed their parent. Perhaps 95% of the slides were displayed fine, but I just kept beating myself up over the errant 5%.
The traditional "date night" that ensued afterward was a nice break. I love my wife; she's such a beautiful woman- and a joy to hang out with. Still, I've been more stressed than calm and more anxious than at peace today. I can talk the talk of letting go, but it is truly difficult to do sometimes.
I'm making the choice right now as I write this, to let go and trust in God. I choose to cling to Him for peace. I choose to believe that he'll turn all of my stress related to the backlog of work at my job, church and home into something good if I just trust in Him and hang on.
Psalm 4:8
I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O LORD, make me dwell in safety.
Matthew 11:28 (New International Version)
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
Romans 8:28 (New International Version)
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Lamentations 3:22-24 (New International Version)
Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for him.
Good Night
The traditional "date night" that ensued afterward was a nice break. I love my wife; she's such a beautiful woman- and a joy to hang out with. Still, I've been more stressed than calm and more anxious than at peace today. I can talk the talk of letting go, but it is truly difficult to do sometimes.
I'm making the choice right now as I write this, to let go and trust in God. I choose to cling to Him for peace. I choose to believe that he'll turn all of my stress related to the backlog of work at my job, church and home into something good if I just trust in Him and hang on.
Psalm 4:8
I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O LORD, make me dwell in safety.
Matthew 11:28 (New International Version)
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
Romans 8:28 (New International Version)
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Lamentations 3:22-24 (New International Version)
Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for him.
Good Night
Friday, January 22, 2010
Ahh, Friends!
After looking forward to it all week, it finally happened. We had dinner and fellowship with some very close personal friends tonight. While this may not sound like a big deal to some, it was most certainly an epic event for us. You see, this particular family and ours have been friends for about 4 years now, but we've never been to their house (or they ours) for dinner, movies, or anything else. We've talked about it, but never actually "hung out" until today. It was great- everything we'd hoped for. It's amazing what food and fellowship with friends can do for your spirit.
After we got in the car and headed across town to our house, I began replaying the evening's events in my mind, sharing and laughing with my wife. Our friends are hilarious, warm and kind. We love them very much.
Jesus tells us to love one another, to be friends with one another. Did you know that the God of the universe loves you and wishes to be your friend as well? He carefully selected us and calls us his friends!
John 15:9-17 (New International Version)
As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. This is my command: Love each other.
So, give thanks to God for the friends in your life.
Good Night
After we got in the car and headed across town to our house, I began replaying the evening's events in my mind, sharing and laughing with my wife. Our friends are hilarious, warm and kind. We love them very much.
Jesus tells us to love one another, to be friends with one another. Did you know that the God of the universe loves you and wishes to be your friend as well? He carefully selected us and calls us his friends!
John 15:9-17 (New International Version)
As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. This is my command: Love each other.
So, give thanks to God for the friends in your life.
Good Night
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Overwhelming
I'm feeling overwhelmed. I'm behind at work, behind in church IT duties and am accumulating more personal computing work/favors for family and friends than I can quickly process. It's enough to drive me crazy, if I think about it too much.
Even as we speak, I'm troubleshooting a naughty Windows laptop... May God help me get through this! I simply can't do it alone.
Philippians 4:13 (New International Version)
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Good Night
Even as we speak, I'm troubleshooting a naughty Windows laptop... May God help me get through this! I simply can't do it alone.
Philippians 4:13 (New International Version)
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Good Night
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Oy!
It was a full day of work and volunteering. It's almost 9pm and I've yet to have dinner (my wife is actually picking it up right now). I'm physically and mentally spent and it's only Wednesday. Yet, I'm satisfied. I'd rather wear myself out and actually feel like the rest at the end of the day is deserved, instead of being lazy and floating along with life's routines. It's too bad that I've had more than my share of lazy days... However, today was a success. I've included a blurb from an article I found about successful living and a relevant Bible verse to drive the point home:
The Law of the Farm
The concept behind the Law of the Farm is simple: As in farming, success in life comes from regular disciplined, daily effort. Jesus expressed this life principle in the Bible, when he told us that as we sow, so shall we reap.
Galatians 6:7 (New International Version)
Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows.
A farmer cannot expect to reap a bumper crop by being lazy for three months and then "cramming" to catch up. Similarly, the greatest successes in life are built slowly and deliberately through focused, consistent, high-quality efforts on a daily basis.
The basic unit of success: The day
Covey's Law of the Farm principle is strikingly similar to a concept presented by the late Earl Nightingale in one of his audiotapes. In Nightingale's mind, success is built upon the most basic building block of time -- the day. Success comes not from sudden, sporadic bursts of activity but through the cumulative effect of disciplined, daily effort.
Looking back upon a successful life, Nightingale asserted, a person would usually discover that no one individual day was responsible for turning the trick. Rather, it was the successful succession of days, lived as best as one can, one day at a time, that was responsible for his or her ultimate success.
Good Night
The Law of the Farm
The concept behind the Law of the Farm is simple: As in farming, success in life comes from regular disciplined, daily effort. Jesus expressed this life principle in the Bible, when he told us that as we sow, so shall we reap.
Galatians 6:7 (New International Version)
Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows.
A farmer cannot expect to reap a bumper crop by being lazy for three months and then "cramming" to catch up. Similarly, the greatest successes in life are built slowly and deliberately through focused, consistent, high-quality efforts on a daily basis.
The basic unit of success: The day
Covey's Law of the Farm principle is strikingly similar to a concept presented by the late Earl Nightingale in one of his audiotapes. In Nightingale's mind, success is built upon the most basic building block of time -- the day. Success comes not from sudden, sporadic bursts of activity but through the cumulative effect of disciplined, daily effort.
Looking back upon a successful life, Nightingale asserted, a person would usually discover that no one individual day was responsible for turning the trick. Rather, it was the successful succession of days, lived as best as one can, one day at a time, that was responsible for his or her ultimate success.
Good Night
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Reaffirmation Day
Today was a pretty good day; free from stress and tribulation for the most part. However, there were a couple of special events that transpired, which are memorable. First, I took a Sun Solaris Admin I class online and passed the optional test.
This is a big deal for me, because I typically don't like tests and the whole time I could hear negative thoughts bouncing around inside my head. "You're not smart enough", "You're too slow", "You won't 'get it'" and "You're going to fail". In spite of these, I reviewed some of the test questions and then passed the test. I contacted my wife and shared the news of my small victory. She was complimenting me left and right. It felt great, but inside I felt unworthy.
Fast forward to this evening. My wife and I are talking about our days at work, while at the grocery store. She got to talking about her day and some comments which were made about me. It seems our pastor complimented my intellect and abilities to another person and my wife just happened to be within earshot. It was baffling to me; "Our pastor feels that way... about me?" These compliments warmed my heart and I was humbled. How can a loser like me, whom has failed more times than I've succeeded be deserving of praise?
Later on, after a healthy hour of fellowship with my WSFC brothers, some men in our group complimented my contributions to the group (one of which called me last night and said some encouraging words) and appreciated my intellect, articulation and personality. Truly humbling.
God has sent reminders to me all throughout the day that there's something good in me and people can see it- it's tangible. I've simply not shared in those same beliefs and observations very much. However, I think that needs to change. Although I was a flawed creature, marred in failure from birth, I'm a new creature in Christ. My old man has been put to death and the new man is being perfected each day I walk with Jesus.
2 Corinthians 5:17 (New International Version)
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
Hopefully, the worldly programming in my head will soon match what God is doing in my life. I look forward to experiencing the joy that comes from being secure in whom God created me to be. "Life 2.0"
Good Night
This is a big deal for me, because I typically don't like tests and the whole time I could hear negative thoughts bouncing around inside my head. "You're not smart enough", "You're too slow", "You won't 'get it'" and "You're going to fail". In spite of these, I reviewed some of the test questions and then passed the test. I contacted my wife and shared the news of my small victory. She was complimenting me left and right. It felt great, but inside I felt unworthy.
Fast forward to this evening. My wife and I are talking about our days at work, while at the grocery store. She got to talking about her day and some comments which were made about me. It seems our pastor complimented my intellect and abilities to another person and my wife just happened to be within earshot. It was baffling to me; "Our pastor feels that way... about me?" These compliments warmed my heart and I was humbled. How can a loser like me, whom has failed more times than I've succeeded be deserving of praise?
Later on, after a healthy hour of fellowship with my WSFC brothers, some men in our group complimented my contributions to the group (one of which called me last night and said some encouraging words) and appreciated my intellect, articulation and personality. Truly humbling.
God has sent reminders to me all throughout the day that there's something good in me and people can see it- it's tangible. I've simply not shared in those same beliefs and observations very much. However, I think that needs to change. Although I was a flawed creature, marred in failure from birth, I'm a new creature in Christ. My old man has been put to death and the new man is being perfected each day I walk with Jesus.
2 Corinthians 5:17 (New International Version)
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
Hopefully, the worldly programming in my head will soon match what God is doing in my life. I look forward to experiencing the joy that comes from being secure in whom God created me to be. "Life 2.0"
Good Night
Monday, January 18, 2010
The Party's Over
It's the end of a three day weekend. It's always easier going into the weekend, than coming out of it, right? Tomorrow brings the normal routine of work, chores and other obligations. Oh well, at least we all have places to be and a shortened work week!
Tonight I received a call from a man in our small Men's group from church. It was unexpected, but welcomed. He told me that he was thankful for the chance to get to know me; and that he sees that God is at work in my life and bearing fruit. I've already forgotten the words he used, but I was overwhelmed with gratitude. Surely he couldn't be talking about me... I was humbled.
Sometimes I forget that God truly is working out his plan in my life. Sometimes the process seems so slow that it almost appears as though nothing is changing at all. This is especially the case when I stumble and fall, like when I lose my temper with my kids, gossip, think unclean thoughts, etc. It's nice to be reminded of the good things about yourself once in a while. It's especially welcome when it comes from people you care about.
We talked for a few minutes, exchanging thoughts about scripture and sharing topics for prayers for each other. It was a good conversation and I hope to see him face to face tomorrow evening at church. For tonight though, I'm reminded of scripture that says that we're basically a work in progress. And, what's more, God will finish the work he started! I look forward to that in my own life, for certain.
Philippians 1:4-6 (New International Version)
In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
Good Night
Tonight I received a call from a man in our small Men's group from church. It was unexpected, but welcomed. He told me that he was thankful for the chance to get to know me; and that he sees that God is at work in my life and bearing fruit. I've already forgotten the words he used, but I was overwhelmed with gratitude. Surely he couldn't be talking about me... I was humbled.
Sometimes I forget that God truly is working out his plan in my life. Sometimes the process seems so slow that it almost appears as though nothing is changing at all. This is especially the case when I stumble and fall, like when I lose my temper with my kids, gossip, think unclean thoughts, etc. It's nice to be reminded of the good things about yourself once in a while. It's especially welcome when it comes from people you care about.
We talked for a few minutes, exchanging thoughts about scripture and sharing topics for prayers for each other. It was a good conversation and I hope to see him face to face tomorrow evening at church. For tonight though, I'm reminded of scripture that says that we're basically a work in progress. And, what's more, God will finish the work he started! I look forward to that in my own life, for certain.
Philippians 1:4-6 (New International Version)
In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
Good Night
Sunday, January 17, 2010
I Lost it Today...
The day started out well. My wife and I took our cat in for a checkup- and her belly will be alright so long as we keep her on the antibiotics. Afterward, we looked at washers and dryers at Sears and grabbed Walery's on the way home. The kids love pizza (and so do we) and we had the Cloudy with a chance of meatballs DVD.
It was all going well. Then, I lost it.
2 of my boys started an argument, a stupid argument which didn't even need to take place. As a result, I stepped in and tried to break it up. My eldest son, whom I struggle with almost daily, decided that he was going to scream at me and would not stop, no matter what I said. I wanted to knock him out, quite honestly. However, I KNOW that this isn't God's will. At any rate, I was mad. He was mad. I didn't harm my son, but I could tell that I was no longer in control. My wife stepped in and took over, so that I could cool down. I decided to go for a walk; and ended up walking a couple of miles while listening to the Daily Audio Bible pod-casts which were saved on my phone.
After I got home, my son and I apologized to each other and things were generally alright until bedtime. Then, no one wanted to get into (or stay) bed. My temper began to flare up again. Thankfully, there were no more outbursts and the end of the night progressed peacefully. Now that we're past the stress, my reflection of the days' events show that I wrestled and anger and lost. I'm left looking at the following scriptures, to show how I should have handled the conflict.
1. "The discretion of a man makes him slow to anger, and it is to his glory to overlook a transgression." (Proverbs 19:11)
2. "He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, and he who rules his spirit than he who takes a city." (Proverbs 16:32)
3. "Therefore, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath; for the wrath of man does not produce the righteousness of God." (James 1:19)
4. "He who is slow to wrath has great understanding, but he who is impulsive exalts folly." (Proverbs 14:29)
5. "Cease from anger, and forsake wrath; do not fret - it only causes harm." (Psalms 37:8)
6. "A man of great wrath will suffer punishment; for if you deliver him, you will have to do it again." (Proverbs 19:19)
7. "Whoever has no rule over his own spirit is like a city broken down, without walls." (Proverbs 25:28)
8. "He who is quick-tempered acts foolishly ..." (Proverbs 14:17)
9. "Therefore, putting away lying, each one speak truth with his neighbor, for we are members of one another ... do not let the sun go down on your wrath, nor give place to the devil ... And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God in Christ also forgave you." (Ephesians 4:25-32)
Let's keep this in mind and really put it to use tomorrow.
Good Night
It was all going well. Then, I lost it.
2 of my boys started an argument, a stupid argument which didn't even need to take place. As a result, I stepped in and tried to break it up. My eldest son, whom I struggle with almost daily, decided that he was going to scream at me and would not stop, no matter what I said. I wanted to knock him out, quite honestly. However, I KNOW that this isn't God's will. At any rate, I was mad. He was mad. I didn't harm my son, but I could tell that I was no longer in control. My wife stepped in and took over, so that I could cool down. I decided to go for a walk; and ended up walking a couple of miles while listening to the Daily Audio Bible pod-casts which were saved on my phone.
After I got home, my son and I apologized to each other and things were generally alright until bedtime. Then, no one wanted to get into (or stay) bed. My temper began to flare up again. Thankfully, there were no more outbursts and the end of the night progressed peacefully. Now that we're past the stress, my reflection of the days' events show that I wrestled and anger and lost. I'm left looking at the following scriptures, to show how I should have handled the conflict.
1. "The discretion of a man makes him slow to anger, and it is to his glory to overlook a transgression." (Proverbs 19:11)
2. "He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, and he who rules his spirit than he who takes a city." (Proverbs 16:32)
3. "Therefore, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath; for the wrath of man does not produce the righteousness of God." (James 1:19)
4. "He who is slow to wrath has great understanding, but he who is impulsive exalts folly." (Proverbs 14:29)
5. "Cease from anger, and forsake wrath; do not fret - it only causes harm." (Psalms 37:8)
6. "A man of great wrath will suffer punishment; for if you deliver him, you will have to do it again." (Proverbs 19:19)
7. "Whoever has no rule over his own spirit is like a city broken down, without walls." (Proverbs 25:28)
8. "He who is quick-tempered acts foolishly ..." (Proverbs 14:17)
9. "Therefore, putting away lying, each one speak truth with his neighbor, for we are members of one another ... do not let the sun go down on your wrath, nor give place to the devil ... And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God in Christ also forgave you." (Ephesians 4:25-32)
Let's keep this in mind and really put it to use tomorrow.
Good Night
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Saturday Night
Today, I was divinely shielded and protected as I scurried around like a monkey on the roof of our house in order to clean the gutter systems. Although I slid around a bit, God saw fit to keep me planted on the roof. The roof is steep and it was scary. I'm certain I was inches away from serious injury at more than a few points. I had no spotter for the extension ladder and no one outside to come to my aid if there were a problem. I just openly asked the Lord for protection and forged ahead.
Psalm 121 A song of ascents
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
The gutters are now clean and I'm safely planted on the ground. Tonight was a great night at church, with some truly moving worship and the company of good friends. After that, I enjoyed dinner and a movie with my lovely wife. Life is good. Thank you, God!
Good Night
Psalm 121 A song of ascents
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
The gutters are now clean and I'm safely planted on the ground. Tonight was a great night at church, with some truly moving worship and the company of good friends. After that, I enjoyed dinner and a movie with my lovely wife. Life is good. Thank you, God!
Good Night
Friday, January 15, 2010
Another TGIF!
With a full work week behind me, I look forward to a three day weekend with my wife and kids. Hopefully, we can all get some much needed rest. However, we have at least 1 trip to the vet, another trip to the dentist and I've got to get on the roof and clean out some gutters that are currently overflowing in the back yard. So, although it's going to be busy in part, I can rest in the Lord all weekend long.
Exodus 33:14
The LORD replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."
Good Night
Exodus 33:14
The LORD replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."
Good Night
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Sick Kids
Today was spent with me staying home with 2 sick kids, while my wife headed off to work. It was a complete role reversal when compared to life over the last 14 years. Normally I'm the one whom always goes to work. It was a little odd, but we got through it alright. I guess tag team "home bodies" are how it's done, when both parents are working- you just take turns calling in sick, in order to care for the children.
About 7 (may be less, but felt like more) loads of laundry later, I could see the laundry room floor and my wife was coming home from work. I turn around and more clothes come out of the kids' rooms. Ugh. It never ends! No matter what, there's always more laundry... It's kind of an odd parallel, but there's no end to our Lord's love, either! I'm so grateful for that fact!
Psalm 136
1 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good.
His love endures forever.
2 Give thanks to the God of gods.
His love endures forever.
3 Give thanks to the Lord of lords:
His love endures forever.
4 to him who alone does great wonders,
His love endures forever.
5 who by his understanding made the heavens,
His love endures forever.
6 who spread out the earth upon the waters,
His love endures forever.
7 who made the great lights—
His love endures forever.
8 the sun to govern the day,
His love endures forever.
9 the moon and stars to govern the night;
His love endures forever.
10 to him who struck down the firstborn of Egypt
His love endures forever.
11 and brought Israel out from among them
His love endures forever.
12 with a mighty hand and outstretched arm;
His love endures forever.
13 to him who divided the Red Sea [a] asunder
His love endures forever.
14 and brought Israel through the midst of it,
His love endures forever.
15 but swept Pharaoh and his army into the Red Sea;
His love endures forever.
16 to him who led his people through the desert,
His love endures forever.
17 who struck down great kings,
His love endures forever.
18 and killed mighty kings—
His love endures forever.
19 Sihon king of the Amorites
His love endures forever.
20 and Og king of Bashan—
His love endures forever.
21 and gave their land as an inheritance,
His love endures forever.
22 an inheritance to his servant Israel;
His love endures forever.
23 to the One who remembered us in our low estate
His love endures forever.
24 and freed us from our enemies,
His love endures forever.
25 and who gives food to every creature.
His love endures forever.
26 Give thanks to the God of heaven.
His love endures forever.
Good Night
About 7 (may be less, but felt like more) loads of laundry later, I could see the laundry room floor and my wife was coming home from work. I turn around and more clothes come out of the kids' rooms. Ugh. It never ends! No matter what, there's always more laundry... It's kind of an odd parallel, but there's no end to our Lord's love, either! I'm so grateful for that fact!
Psalm 136
1 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good.
His love endures forever.
2 Give thanks to the God of gods.
His love endures forever.
3 Give thanks to the Lord of lords:
His love endures forever.
4 to him who alone does great wonders,
His love endures forever.
5 who by his understanding made the heavens,
His love endures forever.
6 who spread out the earth upon the waters,
His love endures forever.
7 who made the great lights—
His love endures forever.
8 the sun to govern the day,
His love endures forever.
9 the moon and stars to govern the night;
His love endures forever.
10 to him who struck down the firstborn of Egypt
His love endures forever.
11 and brought Israel out from among them
His love endures forever.
12 with a mighty hand and outstretched arm;
His love endures forever.
13 to him who divided the Red Sea [a] asunder
His love endures forever.
14 and brought Israel through the midst of it,
His love endures forever.
15 but swept Pharaoh and his army into the Red Sea;
His love endures forever.
16 to him who led his people through the desert,
His love endures forever.
17 who struck down great kings,
His love endures forever.
18 and killed mighty kings—
His love endures forever.
19 Sihon king of the Amorites
His love endures forever.
20 and Og king of Bashan—
His love endures forever.
21 and gave their land as an inheritance,
His love endures forever.
22 an inheritance to his servant Israel;
His love endures forever.
23 to the One who remembered us in our low estate
His love endures forever.
24 and freed us from our enemies,
His love endures forever.
25 and who gives food to every creature.
His love endures forever.
26 Give thanks to the God of heaven.
His love endures forever.
Good Night
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Busy Wednesday
Today was a task-filled day. I worked a full day, came home and had dinner with my family. But after that, it was out to the church for some moonlighting IT work. It's 9:30PM and I'm beat.
I don't have much to offer tonight in terms of scripture or thoughts. However I wanted you to know that God loves you very much. He loves you so much that he was willing to sacrifice his blameless son in order to redeem you for eternity. I hope you have a peaceful and restful evening.
John 3:16 (New International Version)
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Good Night.
I don't have much to offer tonight in terms of scripture or thoughts. However I wanted you to know that God loves you very much. He loves you so much that he was willing to sacrifice his blameless son in order to redeem you for eternity. I hope you have a peaceful and restful evening.
John 3:16 (New International Version)
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Good Night.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Another excellent Men's Group at church tonight
The day was a blur. However, I was so thankful to be participating in a great Men's Group at WSFC, as we journey through the Bible together. It's such a great feeling to discuss the Word and then kick it around and chew on the various thing s it means.
If you haven't taken the time to start reading the Bible, I'd like to encourage you to start. The Gospels are a great place to begin. You'll learn about God's gift of salvation through his son, Jesus. Then, once you have a better understanding of the love affair between God and mankind and the lengths at which he went through to save us, try reading the Old Testament. It displays the fall of man and the countless failures and backsliding that culminated in the need for a savior. If we'd only understand the need for a relationship with God. He talks with us through His word.
Read it, think about it, talk about it with fellow Christians and learn to live it. The Bible is a book of examples, not exceptions!
Psalm 1:2 (New International Version)
But his delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night.
Joshua 1:8 (New International Version)
Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.
Good Night
If you haven't taken the time to start reading the Bible, I'd like to encourage you to start. The Gospels are a great place to begin. You'll learn about God's gift of salvation through his son, Jesus. Then, once you have a better understanding of the love affair between God and mankind and the lengths at which he went through to save us, try reading the Old Testament. It displays the fall of man and the countless failures and backsliding that culminated in the need for a savior. If we'd only understand the need for a relationship with God. He talks with us through His word.
Read it, think about it, talk about it with fellow Christians and learn to live it. The Bible is a book of examples, not exceptions!
Psalm 1:2 (New International Version)
But his delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night.
Joshua 1:8 (New International Version)
Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.
Good Night
Monday, January 11, 2010
It's Monday...
I woke up today unprepared for the work week ahead of me. I intended to rest and recharge this weekend, but with my wife being sick, the animals needing to go to the vet and kids' demands, I left the weekend feeling drained. The ring of the alarm broke my comfortable slumber and reminded me that regardless of how I felt, the house, car and other bills will not pay for themselves. I had to get up.
Work went as expected; busy and chaotic for most of the team. I actually wasn't swept into the bustle as much as some other team mates today, but I felt the stress and change that is in the air. Lots of whispering, lots of closed door meetings. I just kept my head down and kept on working. Our new manager is implementing change at a breakneck pace and everyone's feeling it.
It's in these times when people can get frustrated. Most people go into depression for a time, when they're trapped in a situation that's putting pressure on them from multiple sides. Whether it's a situation at home, or things happening at work, life has a way of pushing us around. It most certainly happens to Christians, too.
To be honest, I'm overwhelmed with our growing debt load and mounting needs of the family. Couple this with the uncertainty at work over the long haul, it's tough to see how things will get better. Yet, I know that they will. I believe this, because I have faith that the Lord will step in and make our path more clear. I'm expecting the best from our situation and expect full restoration in the months and years ahead, if I'll only hold on to Him.
Proverbs 3: 5-6 (New International Version)
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
2 Timothy 4:7 (New International Version)
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
Good Night
Work went as expected; busy and chaotic for most of the team. I actually wasn't swept into the bustle as much as some other team mates today, but I felt the stress and change that is in the air. Lots of whispering, lots of closed door meetings. I just kept my head down and kept on working. Our new manager is implementing change at a breakneck pace and everyone's feeling it.
It's in these times when people can get frustrated. Most people go into depression for a time, when they're trapped in a situation that's putting pressure on them from multiple sides. Whether it's a situation at home, or things happening at work, life has a way of pushing us around. It most certainly happens to Christians, too.
To be honest, I'm overwhelmed with our growing debt load and mounting needs of the family. Couple this with the uncertainty at work over the long haul, it's tough to see how things will get better. Yet, I know that they will. I believe this, because I have faith that the Lord will step in and make our path more clear. I'm expecting the best from our situation and expect full restoration in the months and years ahead, if I'll only hold on to Him.
Proverbs 3: 5-6 (New International Version)
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
2 Timothy 4:7 (New International Version)
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
Good Night
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Happy Birthday to my Dear Sister!
I wanted to say Happy Birthday to Amy, my sister! I love you very, very much and hope you're having a wonderful day.
As for me, I'm exhausted. Church was wonderful today. We were looking forward to 2020 and what the church may look like at that point. It was awesome; giving fuel to move forward in our walks with the Lord. That said, I'm just really, really tired tonight.
My wife has been sick for the second time this month, which placed a lot of stress on me. The kids are generally pretty good, but I've not yet mastered the art of perfect discipline. The result was lots of chores, lots of stress and now that they're in bed, exhaustion.
I'm not sure of which scripture to leave you with, so I'll simply remind you (and me) that God loves us. He loves us enough to die on the cross, so we don't have to pay that fine. I'm grateful.
John 3:16 (New International Version)
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Good Night
As for me, I'm exhausted. Church was wonderful today. We were looking forward to 2020 and what the church may look like at that point. It was awesome; giving fuel to move forward in our walks with the Lord. That said, I'm just really, really tired tonight.
My wife has been sick for the second time this month, which placed a lot of stress on me. The kids are generally pretty good, but I've not yet mastered the art of perfect discipline. The result was lots of chores, lots of stress and now that they're in bed, exhaustion.
I'm not sure of which scripture to leave you with, so I'll simply remind you (and me) that God loves us. He loves us enough to die on the cross, so we don't have to pay that fine. I'm grateful.
John 3:16 (New International Version)
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Good Night
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Remember to Rest
It's Saturday night and we'd normally be at church right now. It's become routine, but one that we look forward to each and every week. Getting together with other WSFC church members is always refreshing and worshiping the Lord as one body is amazing.
Instead, my wife is sick and one of my boys is on the other side of town. So, we stayed home from church tonight. We're hoping to go to one of the Sunday morning services, but tonight we're focusing on gathering our kids under one roof, getting something to eat and going to bed. It's time for rest.
Even if life has us running in 5 directions at once- and at 100 miles per hour, we're supposed to rest. Even God did this after creating our universe. What's more, we are to rest in Jesus. Hit the pause button on your busy life, set down your burdens, worries and sickness and really rest.
Exodus 20:9-11
Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your manservant or maidservant, nor your animals, nor the alien within your gates. For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy.
Matthew 11:28 (New International Version)
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
Good Night
Instead, my wife is sick and one of my boys is on the other side of town. So, we stayed home from church tonight. We're hoping to go to one of the Sunday morning services, but tonight we're focusing on gathering our kids under one roof, getting something to eat and going to bed. It's time for rest.
Even if life has us running in 5 directions at once- and at 100 miles per hour, we're supposed to rest. Even God did this after creating our universe. What's more, we are to rest in Jesus. Hit the pause button on your busy life, set down your burdens, worries and sickness and really rest.
Exodus 20:9-11
Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your manservant or maidservant, nor your animals, nor the alien within your gates. For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy.
Matthew 11:28 (New International Version)
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
Good Night
Friday, January 8, 2010
TGIF!
I'm so glad it's Friday!
Because I was going to be working late tonight, I was allowed to come in a few hours late. So, the morning kicked off at a pace much slower than normal. The kids and my wife were soon out the door, heading for school and work, while I relished the silence of an empty house for almost an hour.
Once I departed for work, I plugged into my iPhone and began to catch up on the last couple days' worth of podcasts from the Daily Audio Bible and also the devotional streaming audio for WSFC through BibleGateway.com. At this point of the year, both daily readings are in Genesis, but in different portions of the book. It was interesting to listen about Abraham, Sarah, Lot, his daughters and all the goings on at the time. (You first read of Abraham (Abram) in Genesis 11:26)
Much insight was given on the book through each reading, but a few things stuck out today. First, when God promises something, it will happen. Trying to force whatever is promised will not likely end well. We have full volition to direct our lives any way we choose. We can hold on and trust God, or we can trust in ourselves. An example could be in Genesis 15:4, when God promises to make Abraham a father of many nations, including a son to inherit his estate. Abraham had faith in this promise, which was counted to him as righteousness, but something happened in the very next chapter which makes me wonder where his faith went. Sarah, Abraham's wife (then called Sarai) was barren. She knew of the promises that God had given to her husband. However, she tried to force the situation along by offering her servant, Hagar, for Abraham to have sex with instead of trusting in the Lord for his promise. Abraham indeed ended up with a son, but it wasn't the heir God intended. In fact, this forced encounter ended up causing strife between Sarah and Abraham. In the end, Hagar and Ishmael were sent away after Isaac was born, at the will of Sarah. Abraham's heart was broken.
Another example of "making it work" would be the story of Lot and his daughters' incestuous relationship in Genesis 19:30. God may or may not have promised husbands and children for the two daughters of Lot, after they escaped the destruction of Sodom. However, these girls ended up having sex with their own father in order to keep the family name alive. There were no young men around to marry, but who knows what could have happened? They became pregnant and delivered sons, but imagine the shame they must have carried as their children grew.
Both of these examples show that when we try and do things in our own strength and wisdom, the end result is often far from ideal.
Secondly, I picked up the fact that we're blessed as God's children, even when we screw up. Even if it's the same lesson over and over again. To really drive it home, let's talk about Abraham again for a minute. In Genesis 12:10, we learn that Abraham and Sarah traveled to Egypt to avoid the famine in their land. Once there, Abraham lied to the Pharaoh regarding his marriage to Sarah. Sarah was very beautiful and Abraham was afraid he'd be killed for her sake. Obviously the Pharaoh can have whatever and whomever he wants, so he took Sarah as his own, upon hearing how "hot" she was. Uh oh, big mistake. God inflicted diseases upon the king and his household. Pharaoh ended up confronting Abraham about his lie and sent him packing with his wife and a ton of stuff!
In Genesis 20, we learn once again that Abraham is telling everyone near their settlement at Gerar, that Sarah is his sister. King Abimelech sends for Sarah and takes her as his own. She's beautiful. She's available. So what's the issue, right? God doesn't like this one bit and closes up the wombs of all of the females in the king's household. He also visits Abimelech in a dream, explaining the true story. So once again, the truth comes out (well, Sarah IS Abraham's HALF sister) and Abraham and Sarah are sent packing with the mother lode of silver and other stuff. What's more, the king had given Abraham permission to live wherever he chose! Talk about being blessed!
So, in a nutshell, you need to hang on to the promises God gives you. Don't force or try to rush it. And, making mistakes doesn't mean you're disqualified from the good things God has in store for your life. He'll protect and bless you, even if your walk isn't perfect.
Good Night
Because I was going to be working late tonight, I was allowed to come in a few hours late. So, the morning kicked off at a pace much slower than normal. The kids and my wife were soon out the door, heading for school and work, while I relished the silence of an empty house for almost an hour.
Once I departed for work, I plugged into my iPhone and began to catch up on the last couple days' worth of podcasts from the Daily Audio Bible and also the devotional streaming audio for WSFC through BibleGateway.com. At this point of the year, both daily readings are in Genesis, but in different portions of the book. It was interesting to listen about Abraham, Sarah, Lot, his daughters and all the goings on at the time. (You first read of Abraham (Abram) in Genesis 11:26)
Much insight was given on the book through each reading, but a few things stuck out today. First, when God promises something, it will happen. Trying to force whatever is promised will not likely end well. We have full volition to direct our lives any way we choose. We can hold on and trust God, or we can trust in ourselves. An example could be in Genesis 15:4, when God promises to make Abraham a father of many nations, including a son to inherit his estate. Abraham had faith in this promise, which was counted to him as righteousness, but something happened in the very next chapter which makes me wonder where his faith went. Sarah, Abraham's wife (then called Sarai) was barren. She knew of the promises that God had given to her husband. However, she tried to force the situation along by offering her servant, Hagar, for Abraham to have sex with instead of trusting in the Lord for his promise. Abraham indeed ended up with a son, but it wasn't the heir God intended. In fact, this forced encounter ended up causing strife between Sarah and Abraham. In the end, Hagar and Ishmael were sent away after Isaac was born, at the will of Sarah. Abraham's heart was broken.
Another example of "making it work" would be the story of Lot and his daughters' incestuous relationship in Genesis 19:30. God may or may not have promised husbands and children for the two daughters of Lot, after they escaped the destruction of Sodom. However, these girls ended up having sex with their own father in order to keep the family name alive. There were no young men around to marry, but who knows what could have happened? They became pregnant and delivered sons, but imagine the shame they must have carried as their children grew.
Both of these examples show that when we try and do things in our own strength and wisdom, the end result is often far from ideal.
Secondly, I picked up the fact that we're blessed as God's children, even when we screw up. Even if it's the same lesson over and over again. To really drive it home, let's talk about Abraham again for a minute. In Genesis 12:10, we learn that Abraham and Sarah traveled to Egypt to avoid the famine in their land. Once there, Abraham lied to the Pharaoh regarding his marriage to Sarah. Sarah was very beautiful and Abraham was afraid he'd be killed for her sake. Obviously the Pharaoh can have whatever and whomever he wants, so he took Sarah as his own, upon hearing how "hot" she was. Uh oh, big mistake. God inflicted diseases upon the king and his household. Pharaoh ended up confronting Abraham about his lie and sent him packing with his wife and a ton of stuff!
In Genesis 20, we learn once again that Abraham is telling everyone near their settlement at Gerar, that Sarah is his sister. King Abimelech sends for Sarah and takes her as his own. She's beautiful. She's available. So what's the issue, right? God doesn't like this one bit and closes up the wombs of all of the females in the king's household. He also visits Abimelech in a dream, explaining the true story. So once again, the truth comes out (well, Sarah IS Abraham's HALF sister) and Abraham and Sarah are sent packing with the mother lode of silver and other stuff. What's more, the king had given Abraham permission to live wherever he chose! Talk about being blessed!
So, in a nutshell, you need to hang on to the promises God gives you. Don't force or try to rush it. And, making mistakes doesn't mean you're disqualified from the good things God has in store for your life. He'll protect and bless you, even if your walk isn't perfect.
Good Night
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Another Long Day
It was a long day and I'm tired. I don't have much encouragement tonight, other than to love one another.
We had a family dinner tonight and it was wonderful to spend a few minutes gathered around the table in fellowship with my wife and kids. I love my family.
John 13:34-35 (New International Version)
"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."
We had a family dinner tonight and it was wonderful to spend a few minutes gathered around the table in fellowship with my wife and kids. I love my family.
John 13:34-35 (New International Version)
"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
I'm tired...
I'm so slammed today. I'm still going and it's almost 11 PM. I'm tired... I need to just rest in Jesus!
Matthew 11:28-30 (New International Version)
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Matthew 11:28-30 (New International Version)
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Tuesday Night: Men's Small Group
I must admit, I haven't been updating my journal. I've been committed to the Daily Audio Bible podcast for the last year and a half, which walks through the Bible every year, as well as the WSFC online reading plan which does the same thing. However, they aren't exactly the same readings each day, so I'm covering multiple books, etc. Add to this a third reading plan for the men's group and I'm overwhelmed. The net result? I've not been keeping up with the small group readings like I should be. I could have carved out the time if I'd truly wanted, but I simply chose not to. (The whole I want to, but don't do it thing again)
At least I'm reading the Word. And, not just reading it, but trying to chew on it, savor it and find practical application for it in my life. The whole point of reading the Bible is kind of silly if you approach it as a novel. True, there are exciting stories within, but it's supposed to be a book of examples that you can use as a manual for your daily life. You don't just read the Bible and put it down. You read it, meditate on it, talk about it, share it with others and LIVE it.
James 1:23-25 (New International Version)
Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
So, I was unprepared for the small group tonight. I just knew that I was going to be the only guy there that hadn't done a shred of reading. I was wrong. Although there were men whom were prepared, there were just as many of us whom were unprepared. Yet, in spite of this, we managed to open our Bibles and hearts and cultivate some great fellowship.
There were a couple of themes I took away from tonight, based on the conversations which took place. The first being that God is a really BIG God. He's so big and is capable of so much, that we truly can't comprehend it with our finite thinking. We tend to place God into a box of ideals. Ours. The reality is that God is sovereign and can do what he wants, whenever he pleases. The best thing to do is to stop trying to plot out where God will next appear and look at where he's already currently at work and get behind it.
The second theme was to "ask". If we are operating within his will and ask him for anything, believing we'll receive it, it's ours.
John 14:13-14 (New King James Version)
And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask[a] anything in My name, I will do it.
Matthew 7:7 (New International Version)
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
To seemingly reinforce the idea of asking God for things, we learn that sometimes we don't receive what we're truly in need of, because we haven't asked for it. In fact, not communicating with our Lord is a very bad thing!
James 4:2 (English Standard Version)
You desire and do not have, so you murder. You covet and cannot obtain, so you fight and quarrel. You do not have, because you do not ask.
I take all of this to mean that God is after deep fellowship with us. He's the bridegroom and we're the bride. He wants to take care of us, but we need to have a real relationship with Him. That means communication. Men, would you want to help your wives, if they never spoke to you, never came to you for help or never said "thank you"?
The more we walk with Jesus, the more we begin to change internally and reflect his nature. The more this occurs, the more our thoughts (and requests) align with His will for us. We'll find that we're not asking for a million dollars and a red Ferrari (although that would be very, very cool). These requests are immature and are not likely a part of His will for us. In some ways, granting these requests could actually damage us; allowing us to give way to greed or other idols.
Instead, walking with Jesus will ensure we'll be asking for the things in prayer that we should be asking for; wisdom, the health of our families, resources to help people in need, to spread the Word of God, etc.
Good Night,
At least I'm reading the Word. And, not just reading it, but trying to chew on it, savor it and find practical application for it in my life. The whole point of reading the Bible is kind of silly if you approach it as a novel. True, there are exciting stories within, but it's supposed to be a book of examples that you can use as a manual for your daily life. You don't just read the Bible and put it down. You read it, meditate on it, talk about it, share it with others and LIVE it.
James 1:23-25 (New International Version)
Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
So, I was unprepared for the small group tonight. I just knew that I was going to be the only guy there that hadn't done a shred of reading. I was wrong. Although there were men whom were prepared, there were just as many of us whom were unprepared. Yet, in spite of this, we managed to open our Bibles and hearts and cultivate some great fellowship.
There were a couple of themes I took away from tonight, based on the conversations which took place. The first being that God is a really BIG God. He's so big and is capable of so much, that we truly can't comprehend it with our finite thinking. We tend to place God into a box of ideals. Ours. The reality is that God is sovereign and can do what he wants, whenever he pleases. The best thing to do is to stop trying to plot out where God will next appear and look at where he's already currently at work and get behind it.
The second theme was to "ask". If we are operating within his will and ask him for anything, believing we'll receive it, it's ours.
John 14:13-14 (New King James Version)
And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask[a] anything in My name, I will do it.
Matthew 7:7 (New International Version)
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
To seemingly reinforce the idea of asking God for things, we learn that sometimes we don't receive what we're truly in need of, because we haven't asked for it. In fact, not communicating with our Lord is a very bad thing!
James 4:2 (English Standard Version)
You desire and do not have, so you murder. You covet and cannot obtain, so you fight and quarrel. You do not have, because you do not ask.
I take all of this to mean that God is after deep fellowship with us. He's the bridegroom and we're the bride. He wants to take care of us, but we need to have a real relationship with Him. That means communication. Men, would you want to help your wives, if they never spoke to you, never came to you for help or never said "thank you"?
The more we walk with Jesus, the more we begin to change internally and reflect his nature. The more this occurs, the more our thoughts (and requests) align with His will for us. We'll find that we're not asking for a million dollars and a red Ferrari (although that would be very, very cool). These requests are immature and are not likely a part of His will for us. In some ways, granting these requests could actually damage us; allowing us to give way to greed or other idols.
Instead, walking with Jesus will ensure we'll be asking for the things in prayer that we should be asking for; wisdom, the health of our families, resources to help people in need, to spread the Word of God, etc.
Good Night,
Monday, January 4, 2010
Life returns to normal
Well, the Holidays are over and life is returning to normal. Things are slow going; I go back to work tomorrow and my wife begins a new job as well. Of course, it's a mixed bag of the kids' attitude toward going back to school. It's taking some getting used to, but we'll be back in full swing before we know it.
I'm pleased to say that I finished the WSFC devotion for today as well as the Daily Audio Bible podcast. Let me tell you, it's great to be back in the Word! Although I've been through Genesis before, I never caught an interesting fact about Noah and the flood until today. We all know it rained for 40 days and 40 nights. But, from start to finish, after boarding the ark, did you know that Noah and company remained on the boat for about a year before officially exiting the vessel? This blew me away- a year!
I'd also been reminded of just how long the lifespan was, for people in the Old Testament. Noah was over 900 years old when he died. Adam was, too. In fact, is was normal for people to live for centuries before they died! After the flood, the sons of Noah began to have children, grand children and so on. The life expectancy of humans began to decrease dramatically. Even so, it wasn't uncommon for someone to live between 100 and 200 years. As time moved on, the average lifespan became what it is today.
Psalm 90:10 (New International Version)
The length of our days is seventy years—
or eighty, if we have the strength;
yet their span [a] is but trouble and sorrow,
for they quickly pass, and we fly away.
I can only speculate at this point in time, but I have to wonder if the shortened life expectancy has to do with the way that sin literally affects our minds and bodies. We all know that 'sin' is often thought of as an intangible thing. But what if the wickedness that most of us wrestle with each day at some level, is actually physically killing us? Kind of makes you think, doesn't it?
Romans 6:23 (King James Version)
For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.
I'm pleased to say that I finished the WSFC devotion for today as well as the Daily Audio Bible podcast. Let me tell you, it's great to be back in the Word! Although I've been through Genesis before, I never caught an interesting fact about Noah and the flood until today. We all know it rained for 40 days and 40 nights. But, from start to finish, after boarding the ark, did you know that Noah and company remained on the boat for about a year before officially exiting the vessel? This blew me away- a year!
I'd also been reminded of just how long the lifespan was, for people in the Old Testament. Noah was over 900 years old when he died. Adam was, too. In fact, is was normal for people to live for centuries before they died! After the flood, the sons of Noah began to have children, grand children and so on. The life expectancy of humans began to decrease dramatically. Even so, it wasn't uncommon for someone to live between 100 and 200 years. As time moved on, the average lifespan became what it is today.
Psalm 90:10 (New International Version)
The length of our days is seventy years—
or eighty, if we have the strength;
yet their span [a] is but trouble and sorrow,
for they quickly pass, and we fly away.
I can only speculate at this point in time, but I have to wonder if the shortened life expectancy has to do with the way that sin literally affects our minds and bodies. We all know that 'sin' is often thought of as an intangible thing. But what if the wickedness that most of us wrestle with each day at some level, is actually physically killing us? Kind of makes you think, doesn't it?
Romans 6:23 (King James Version)
For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Downer Day
It's been about a week of blogging. I know my life doesn't seem that exciting- and I'm sure there are better things to do than read my rants and raves each day. But for those of you whom are reading, thanks. It means a lot to me.
I don't have any major parting thoughts, because for the past 2 days I haven't read my Bible or listened to the podcasts. Naturally, I haven't been feeding my spirit, so I'm feeling drained. Not to mention that when I'm not focused on the Word, my kids tend to get out of control, my communication with my wife can break down, I get upset about things easily and in general, things just don't feel right. I suppose I need to draw back into Christ, so that everything else will fall back in line.
James 4:7-8 (New International Version)
Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.
UPDATE:
After I initially posted, things fell apart even further. My daughter was out of control, refusing to listen or go to bed. I got angry with her for not listening, which fueled her tantrum and she ended up breaking her closet door. It was an accident, but wasn't fun. Not a Christian way to live, on either of our part. However, she is 6 and I'm 30 years her senior. I have no excuse for losing my temper.
Lord, I repent for acting in anger toward my baby girl. This isn't what you would do, or how you would act. Even when you are angry, you're never out of control. I pray you work on this area of my life. Please help me to get my foolish anger and tongue under control.
Proverbs 29:20 (New International Version)
Do you see a man who speaks in haste?
There is more hope for a fool than for him.
I don't have any major parting thoughts, because for the past 2 days I haven't read my Bible or listened to the podcasts. Naturally, I haven't been feeding my spirit, so I'm feeling drained. Not to mention that when I'm not focused on the Word, my kids tend to get out of control, my communication with my wife can break down, I get upset about things easily and in general, things just don't feel right. I suppose I need to draw back into Christ, so that everything else will fall back in line.
James 4:7-8 (New International Version)
Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.
UPDATE:
After I initially posted, things fell apart even further. My daughter was out of control, refusing to listen or go to bed. I got angry with her for not listening, which fueled her tantrum and she ended up breaking her closet door. It was an accident, but wasn't fun. Not a Christian way to live, on either of our part. However, she is 6 and I'm 30 years her senior. I have no excuse for losing my temper.
Lord, I repent for acting in anger toward my baby girl. This isn't what you would do, or how you would act. Even when you are angry, you're never out of control. I pray you work on this area of my life. Please help me to get my foolish anger and tongue under control.
Proverbs 29:20 (New International Version)
Do you see a man who speaks in haste?
There is more hope for a fool than for him.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Give Thanks
Today was a good day. In spite of a bank mix up (checks clearing, deposits posting and the new year holiday) causing an NSF, it was an enjoyable day. We dismantled the last of the Christmas decorations and lights, had a play date with our children, enjoyed an awesome night at church and ended up watching a movie that didn't match the title on the Blockbuster DVD case.
It didn't go as planned, but i'm thankful for the privilege of being alive today.
1 Thessalonians 5:18 (New International Version)
Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
It didn't go as planned, but i'm thankful for the privilege of being alive today.
1 Thessalonians 5:18 (New International Version)
Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
Friday, January 1, 2010
First Day of 2010
Happy New Year.
I'm exhausted. I feel like I'm under attack and in some sort of funk that I know only time with the Lord can resolve. A stressful day with the kids; my wife needed to seclude herself in order to recharge from 2 weeks of Winter break with non-stop childcare. I wasn't giving my best in breaking up every argument or fight and by the end of the day, my mood was downright foul toward my wife and kids.
To add to the stress, I'm coming to the realization that we're in some significant debt. We didn't even buy big ticket items this season. Having the kids home means more groceries, more events to drive to and pay for and of course, Christmas. Add medicine for the dog and now it appears the cat has some new health issue that will need to be treated. I'm feeling overwhelmed and it's day 1 of 365.
I pray that tomorrow, God gives me the strength to make better choices. If I put my trust in Him, I should be alright.
Philippians 4:13 (New King James Version)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
I'm exhausted. I feel like I'm under attack and in some sort of funk that I know only time with the Lord can resolve. A stressful day with the kids; my wife needed to seclude herself in order to recharge from 2 weeks of Winter break with non-stop childcare. I wasn't giving my best in breaking up every argument or fight and by the end of the day, my mood was downright foul toward my wife and kids.
To add to the stress, I'm coming to the realization that we're in some significant debt. We didn't even buy big ticket items this season. Having the kids home means more groceries, more events to drive to and pay for and of course, Christmas. Add medicine for the dog and now it appears the cat has some new health issue that will need to be treated. I'm feeling overwhelmed and it's day 1 of 365.
I pray that tomorrow, God gives me the strength to make better choices. If I put my trust in Him, I should be alright.
Philippians 4:13 (New King James Version)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
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